Futile or fertile with opportunity?

Now everything feels empty and futile . Now that he is ready for going to college. Maybe it's because of the yagyas or maybe our impotence in driving him away from bad friends...
Maybe driving does not work
Perhaps strengthening will only succeed
Hear the reed it has a tale
It wants to tell
A tale of long lost separation

Can we afford to be loose?

Sometimes people think they can get away with being loose: whimsically following their carnal desires with impunity. It dies not last . Nature comes back and tries to set us back on the path of evolution . And if we don't listen, maybe not do gently ... So retain a sense of awe and the "fear" of God that sense of awe at a higher power .

Perception

Your perception of the world from what we see is that you think you have infinite resources time and opportunity . That you can do anything your whim desires without consequences and that you can get away with it.

The real world requires a wise assessment of limitations : money time opportunity . You get what you choose and for that you have to be tough with yourself and make trade offs and sacrifices in favor of the Good, the noble the righteous and the Divine .

April 8 2012

Mom had a long whispering discussion with me on Sam and she made so many good and great points that I think my worldview is forever changed for the better now!

Tennis match 4-7-2012

Can't even speak to him. He wants to have it completely his own way or he sticks out his fangs and hisses! No consideration for his grandmothers even. Tolerance level is minus one!
Wow cannot communicate to him.
They lost 5-6 , won 8-3 9-2 and then 5-6